project 3 has officially ended and it is indeed a great relief for us GD Yr2-lings i bet? but i be eveyone is straining their brain for Mr Arhur’s essay …… hrmmm me too ….. i’ll write about the presentation on the next post as this i quite a random one ………

I’m now pluggin on my ipod and squint at the MacBook’s screen, felt a lil more refresh after a luxurious 12 hours sleep ……… well not 12 straight as i still automatically wake up at 7am ARGH …….. and a few more jostle as i dreamt that i’m late on handing in assignment O.O ……..

well sleep has always been a luxury for me …….. during my schooling days ……. i don’t have much sleep time as i always have to wake up 4am plus to go training then to school den to training again then to tuition till 10pm …… got home rush on homework and study a lil till 1-2pm and sleep thats the everyday cycle except sunday …….. so how did i mange to survive these years with only 2-3 hours sleep daily? ……. i normally sleep in class …… the classic scene would be english & math class i will sleep my way through the whole 2 period (35 mins per class i guess? cant really remember) and my nose is like a loose tap where water will drip from one nostril !!!! hell i know where the water come from!!??? maybe from all those training hours i had in the pool T^T well ……  a few catnaps here and there during math, english & history lessons …… i guess it added up to 2 hours? not bad i does help me freshen up a lil in the morning …….

well it looks like my schooling days there isn’t any time left for activities and i can still manage to squeeze in ballet lesson of 2 times a week of 2 hours each class …… i’ll anyhow find time for that as i love ballet so much and i survived with it for 13 yrs before bidding goodbye to ballet lessons …… and i use to have piano lessons as well (hate em) …… i skip hanging out with friends and team mates ALL THE TIME *sad* so not social ……

I’m not an excellent student …… as of time constrain i learn to play around cheating with time given especially for my homework …. my math homework? copied all the way *thanks classmates* …….. as for language, history and moral studies half cheating …… i gues the only 2 subjects i’m interested is Science and Geography …….. don’t even bother asking me about my tuition homework …… *shakes head*

even for college days i would fill up my free time with freelance jobs and personal projects …….. sleep time never increase where it somehow caused my body’s biological clock to go a lil haywired and sometimes i will not even sleep for days

creds: wikipedia

ok, so you see …… i would work work work during the a.m and sleep during the p.m WTH IS WRONG WITH ME!!! …… it’s so not healthy i know that but i can’t help it but the only time i concentrate and full speed working is when everyone is sleeping ……. i bet if i live in the west it would most prolly work the same …….. and it’s not because i need silence as i would play video clip or turn on the tv just for the noise (music somehow doesn’t work) as of now, i am trying to re-align my body’s biological clock to a more “normal” mode but somewhat fail ….. so wadeva …… still attempting

I bet because of my sleeping time weirdness, it somehow developed a really bad headache that affects me since young and it gets very bad till painkillers doesn’t help and i would choose to just wham my head against the wall  *sadistic i know* nothing helps …… the only advise is sleep more ……. wtf ….. but during my training days, during training sessions it does help reduce the pain ……. sleep & excercise which do i have the time for?

checking through the net for the effects of sleep deprivation i scored with flying colours,

- aching muscles (no ……. i will blame this on my sitting posture )
- dizzyness and nausea (yes …. sometimes)
- dry mouth ( yes ….. i don’t drink water and i believe this contributes much too )
- hallucinations (NO ….. i would love to hallucinate i’m in hawaii)
- hand tremors (yes …. lately it got worse)
- Headaches (yes x10000)
- high blood pressure (no ….. but genetically i will still get em)
- increased risk for diabetes (hrmmm i dunno? i hated and avoid sweet food all the time)
- irratability (yes ….. little problems irritates me easily)
- memory lapses or loss (yes ….. omfg)
- nystagmus (no …. i guess?)
- weight gain or loss (yes …. gain lor ….. i wish i could switch to loss)
- slowed word recall ( yes ….. all the time and stutter)
- temper & tantrums (yes ….. but i somehow learned to control it alot)

see how bad it is? and as for melatonin probs …… i bet thats why i’m so short stuck at 5′3 (ok my mum and dad is short too ….. denial) conclusion? try living a healthier life …….. not *sigh* =.=

ok relating back to the topic …… TCM offers free airconditioning today as i’m freezing my ass off!!!! damn cold!! and its hot sunny day outside lor!!!!