i’m neither a hermit nor a happening normal being ……………….. well the mindset ages along you see ……..

soo an annual ritual on a wrap up post using the skill that we were trained to do since secondary schooling years ………. a summary it is …………. a summary of 2009 main point itself is just beyond 300 words ( or was it 500??) …….. i shall attempt to cut it short ………. and here goes

my 2009 started halfheartedly as i left my soul in Tokyo …….. it never hit my senses that it was till some really hurtful incident happened not long after January …….. It was a really bad one, so bad that i still remember clearly the day it happened ………… from there i’ve learned to fear of human minds ……….. including my own ……… it was a really hurtful memory that i bet it’ll last forever ……… well some incidents just tend to trigger the elephant memory in you ………. it changes the way i meet people …….. rather than being friendly and getting to know them, but to fear on every single action i do might hurt them on the other hand ……… nevertheless a  valuable lesson learnt indeed ……… an internal fight might seem to be something negative but lets not be stereotypical about what the outcome might be ……. you’ve gained truckloads from it and discovered life beyond boundaries ……….. my patience level doesn’t seems to be that low as i thought? ………. so it took me near one year to make a conclusion about it …….. i’ll just let it flow till everything is in total calmness ………

so next up is ………. apparently i graduated from SEGi on 13th January …….. which i didn’t even know till i saw my name on newspaper camouflaging with other name in font size as small as 4 pt i swear …………… i some how completed the course a semester earlier so from then on is MOLDING TIMEEEEEE till i started my sophomore year in KBU on a brand new major …….. so within the 10 months of mold planting and harvesting i’ve brought totallylyndy.com back to life after nutterbluestar.com ………. a mission accomplished indeed …….. and from then it hyped up the ambitious thought on building up totallylyndy as a brand ………… shuchan!!! we can do it!!!!

well theres actually interval makaning KFC and all the gist of this entry is gone ………. oh yea ………..

so in conclusion 2010 ….. i keep typin 2020 …………. 2010 …….. any resolution? not at the moment seriously none ……… but still the same old EARN MORE MONEY resolution it is ……… and any fmls that i’m carrying forward? yes ………. my infected big toe , my project 3 ………. and unpaid bills FML FML

Happy new year everyone! may 2010 be a great one ……….. eventough its too early to tell  ……….. good luck everyone

now i remember …………. tattoo is the aim ………..

basically its just a testing on the transition and stuff b4 the real work begins ………..

so here you go ……… as promised,

http://totallylyndy.com/flashtest1.htm

we finally see a more precise design concept WITH A LOOK …… how do i put it i words? ……… ok journal/scrapbook concept showing how we explore and jot down notes on the cup findings ….. and will post on the experimented flash video later tonight …….

so final 12 more days *GASP* to presentation ……. and its time to really stick to schedule …….. GO AWAY LAZY BONES ……… how on earth can i improve on time management T^T …….. time to pray VERY VERY hard that everything goes according to schedule

we are having our own contest here …… WHOs-LOGO-DESIGN-TO-BE-CHOSEN “contest” …….. deadline? Friday 11.59pm LOL ………

so guys …… hurry hurry past me all your works to me to be combined and edited into the website ok? ………. time is precious ……. *koff*

well so far my experiments turn out to be fruitfull despite alot of paper wastage, trashing and mess creating going on …… it seems to help alot after being scanned ……. not bad *pats on the back*

keep it simple …….. focused to the point ……. don’t get distracted by food …….

so ….. a random conclusion made today was ………. if there isn’t any cursing in a blog entry here it isn’t Lyndy’s (Lay Huey’s) work …….. agree? ………. so once again a reminder, don’t judge me fully by this blog, it is just a platform for me vent my anger and thoughts ………. as for all the cursings? ……… i will learn to control my fingers ………. ffffffffff ……………. control  lyndy control ……….

AND I DID IT THE FIRST ONE WITHOUT CURSING!!!!!! is this how it feels like being in rehab?

be able to find out that super heroes wears latex or lycra? ……… or plastic? …………. jk I’ll write bout that later …..

so week one of my still-have-to-work break is over …….. OVER!!! MY LORD …….  and I’m still whimpering to myself on how 2009 is bullshit filled …. get over it ……. there are better things to think about than what had happened in 2009 ……. for example your group assignment ……. *koff*

so basically last week was screwed by last minute Xmas orders and hell i thought that was over and NOW I’m stacked with New Year orders …… how nice ……. don’t even remind me that CNY is coming ………. and CNY 2010 happens to fall on valentines day ……… PLEASE PRAY HARD NOT ANOTHER HUGE STASH OF ORDERS FOR THAT!!! …….. i don’t give a shit I’m going back on 6th night ……. by flight or drive whichever comes first and will only be back on 21st or 22nd ( if project 4 assesment never falls on 23rd?) …….. no shit

so the past week of “break” ……… busy is the only word i label it as ………. busy scheduling, busy work, busy doing assignment, busy experimenting, busy research, busy zoning out, busy trying to sleep, busy eating, busy ransacking room for papers, busy spending money …….. never ending …….

It has been a while since i’ve use a camera to capture pics for blog entries, all these while i’ve been using my phone’s camera 8mp and Sharp phone ……. shall not put it to waste just use it LOL ………. nothing breathtakingly clear ……. but enough to cut the weight of junks in my bag T^T

for the past one week ……

wondermilk oreo cupcake courtesy of boss ……. ok customer *yum*

and thanks to moonchan ……

expensive mini edible bricks from Ryoce

and highlight of the week …..

cost me a big chunk of my savings ……… cost me more on the fuckin white casing =.= …..fml
so why iPod classic and not iPod touch? …….. i go for size …… SIZEEEEEEEE in GB!!!
and i know what wonders iPod touch could do …….. but trust me i’m looking for time to get my focus off the internet than to permanently glue my brain to google …….. been on the internet more than 12 hours per day i bet its more than enough ey?

so would you look at the pictures above or this ……..

I’ll just give you the answer ………. its the paper experiment thingy for project three which i totally trash up my room just on tearing these papers to get a satisfactory tear marks ……… hrmmmm

au revoir ……. till i have spare minutes again

poor like mad ……….. shall zone to pass time …… doing assignment ……. zone again ………. and zone further ………. zone and zone and zone ……….. thats how i’m gonna spend my christmas.

well Christmas of bullshit year 2009 will be spent here in Malaysia …… zoning …… well eventough every Christmas i am zoning as well but its zoning overseas so its a more worthwhile zoning ……. atleast i’m zoning and staring at something i don’t normally see …….. eg. Fuji Yama ……. vs the Friday’s 2 course meal billboard that I have stare at during drive to work and back from work ……. FML

So ….. this Christmas I felt so rich and bought myself the long awaited ipod classic …… 160gb ….. and i will not say WOW HOW TO USE UP THE SPACE cuz i naturally will in a few more click of the mouse ……. junks loaded  ………. so yeah I got it with moonchan where she got her shuffle 4gb and we regret like shit on the engraving ……. trying hard not to think about it ……got a RM100 voucher and i used it for a adapter charger worth RM98 ….. but somehow …… after getting our ipods ……. we don’t seems to be exhilirated on our purchase …… FOL …….

iTunes became my worst nightmare ………. damn i hate iTunes ……… I’m still unconciously feeling for my necklace randomly …….. not there hu hu hu NOT THEREEEEEE!!!!!!

one thing that got me excited is ……. i finally got my Starbucks Organizer …… YAY …… for 3 seconds ………. fml

still working my heads off on Project 3 …… animation ….. actionscript …… I should pause and take a deep breath and save my sketchbook a little ……… Its SO EMPTY!!!! and same applies to my journal ………. did my groupmate recieve my email on the reference? and download links? ……… shall resend email later T^T ARGH FML ……. and its Christmas day and FRIDAY tomorrow …….. we have group meetng on Monday FML LA FML ………….

enough ………. complaining …………. *sigh*

till we bid goodbye to 2009 …….. an apparently good for tiger year ……. bullshit

so while time is counting down as we wrap up year 2009 and march towards 2010 ………. Dec 21st marks the date of one of my greatest lost …………. lost what? i lost my platinum necklace and diamond pendant ……….. *whimper*

FML TO THE MAX ……….

i have nothing to say but swear i will never buy another pricey necklace to replace it again ……… FML

is what i’ll only have out of my 2 weeks christmas break ………………… fml to the max

break starts on friday …….. sis came for a shopping weekend and i need to work on friday itself ….. fml which i already warn that my sis is coming and i need to leave work early ………. am i working part time or what? i need to work on public hols …….. no double pay ………. work on saturdays ……… heck on rushing work ……….. stayed up fuckin late just to finish jobs ………. well i guess thats what a designer must endure which i dont really give a shit on my pay, working hours, job loads ………… trying not to be calculative here ………. but please ……… have some conscience before you triggered the devil in me ……….. my pay is mere peanuts ……… if you can’t afford to employ someone ……. please make sure you don’t get overboard on assigning work and expecting heaven …… face the reality, passion is isn’t as realistic as it may seems to be

it may sound luxurious that i can come anytime after class to work, that they don’t limit my freedom using the internet during work and even buys me dinner often ……… is that what it takes to be contented with working life? and in return you’re thrown a stash of mission impossible ………. i don’t rip off my shirt anytime wearing a leotard with a big DY on my chest ……. i have working time limit therefore be reasonable on expecting outcome from it ……. my mind have to work for more than 15 hours everyday on work assignment work assignment …… i wasn’t sponsored with any brain cell tonic ok?

i don’t give a shit if my boss ever read this …….. i actually do wish they did ….. but well ….. fml i still need to go work tomorrow to create miracle =.= fml ……….. break = work = tired ….. consequently = struggling with studies ………… fml

well ….. atleast i tried to put my work behind and try to enjoy this 3 days shopping and chill with my sis as much as i can …… phone is dead i wouldn’t give a shit on any incoming calls or sms …….. go die

so some pictures to share ……

precious snacks ………..

i should drink more water

cereal that is bad for a  poor student ……..

ahh this was awhile ago …..

moonchan’s sparkly new pot …….

well ……. can’t wait for joonie and jinwoonie to join the family …… really hope that will brighten up my mood till semester starts again on 2010 ……….

home ……. after some chaos at work ………

i am dead tired ………………. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

is our catchphrase today for discussion thanks to Zhen Kuan  ….. 次要 became 吃药 (次要 means minor/secondary, 吃药 means *points topic*) which the pronunciation of both is sort of the same ……

so today’s update will be about our studio photoshoot on several different cups, went to photography lab and DAMN it has been ages since the last time i dealt with studio photography stuff ……. thus fumbling around with the equipments …… sorry ……… everything went well and we ended up sort of forming a percussion band and experimenting on the sound of the cup being hit …….. good one!!! might be useful for project as SFX!!! yadda yadda …… thanks to Zhen Kuan for the idea lor ….. ….. and Wendy for the filming and uploading!!

heres sort of everyone ………. and my rednails ……… be nice ……

blurry ….. don’t ask why ……

thanks to out models …….

you guys sounded great too …….

one of the models …..

well …….. it has been 16 days since the project 3 brief …… 3rd tutorial later (look i did its freakin 2.30am? which i’m sapposedly to complete my moodboards, website mock-up, sitemap ….. oh crap) ….. 3 more weeks till final presentation ……. how many times will we meet up again??? Our group might not seem to be as adventurous as others, we aim to try improving from the mistakes we made for the past 2 solo projects. We met Mr. Sean for our feedback in a group and it seems we are having the same problem – mr. time management ……. we might have different ways on working on projects which therefore we might also find it insecure for the sudden changes of working styles ……..

My way of working on my project might not suit the taste of my fellow groupmates of lecturer, but i’m trying hard to adapt. Personally i disagree with photography by random without a certain aim and direction, it doesn’t contribute to time managing. Ironically photography by random may contribute to unexpected inspiration and direction as well. But to play safe on executing the project in a limited time frame ….. i guess it is wiser to spend more time research thoroughly on the direction and explore/experiment the way through …….. it could save time and cost as well comparing to photography by random …… i’m not making a theory here o criticise people ok? …… don’t get me wrong ……

so …….. it’s time for intensive progression of project 3!!!!!!!!! ……. but why did i just spent 45minutes on editing pics to post up, writing this entry when i should be rushing on the mock-up ……….. and its freaking 3am ……… OH FML!!!

and i thought i could keep this entry curse free but i guess i’ve lost it at the end ……….. whatever …….

lastly ………… everyone say hi to THUNDARA/DONGDONGIE!!!

which is shuchan’s brand new Pana LX3 …… IN BLACKKKKK …… jealous to the max ……… but atleast i got to fiddle around abit and take a pic haha!!

now …… back to working on never-ending-error-driven actionscript …… i’m still being archaic using 2.0 …… is 3.0 dominating now? i guess its time for upgrades and revamp of the actionscript library eh?

Work not done === CHECK!!!

Moonchan xmas pressie === CHECK!!!

Starbucks venti dark mocha frap === CHECK!! ( just because i wanted the organizer T^T fml ……  diligently drinking fraps ….. 6 more to go)

spending on unnecessary stuff  === CHECK!!!

forgot to buy simili paper === CHECK!!!

full tummy === CHECK!!!

rushing on project 3 concept guidelines for group mates and not really progressing === CHECK CHECK!!!

working on CF2009 ecard project === CHECK!!! COOKIE COOKIE COOKIE (cuz big bucks )

empty wallet === CHECK!!!

project 3 visual development === to be revised ……… *koff*hack*koff*

ahhh ………. what a day ……….. so sleepy