my week was welcomed by flu ……. bravo …… there goes my spare hours on preparing for project one presentation and essay draft ….. but well i still go to work anyway please increase my pay ….. well so far nothing went smoothly till yesterday some small thing just freaking amuse me.

The mouse i use with the macbook is sorta wonky lately so i complained to boss, so he went “hrmmmm …… yeah should get new mouse from mac shop downstairs” ….. DUDE don’t you have spare mouse like any other regular mouse? ….. i did not even give him any respond as i was busy polishing my nose ……. “the new mouse will be slightly different from the mouse you are using now and different from mac mouse too, will you be able to get used to it?” ….. my answer is just HARH??!! ….. so end up i was dragged downstairs to check out on the mouse …….. its called egg mouse the design is darn cute ….. boss its regular mouse la ….. just look like egg thats all ….. suddenly boss just went ” choose one colour la ….” ????? heh?? you seriously getting the mouse? he did not even ask the price and its freaking 99 bux dammit …. i chose black ……. so expected lol …… and i’m beaming from ear to ear as i return upstairs to try out the new mouse …….. end up boss and me is seriously having fun testing out the mouse and complimenting it and lady boss just sit on another end shaking her head ……. that very scene is just darn amusing LOL

isn’t it  darn cute?

well …… tomorrow is time for another round of mentaiyaki *claps*

tempted now? LOL

BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ……. the tension of workloads starts choking me ……. UHUK UHUK UHUK …… =.=

i need to proceed further with my research …… and should really start sorting out research materials in index folder ……

i have full campaign project to complete in a week’s time and i’ve yet to finish finalizing my research notes and produce stats and dig out all reference materials and adhere idea sketches and complete buying materials and sort out visuals and ……….. never ending “and”s

i still need to come out with freelance storyboard …… ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ……. tension ……. will do after assignment due la ….. fml

i still need to scout for friend’s wedding dinner door gift ………. 700pcs min ok 700 ……..

i still need to eat mentaiyaki with rice …………. must eat T^T

NO ………..

I’ve yet to even get my money which the cheque is supposedly cleared today but till now ……. i still don’t see my money ….. now getting REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY dubious over the cheque that eventually the finance lady sent a dispatch on friday to bank in ….. i would’nt be suprise if i go confront them again tomorrow requesting for a receipt they cant provide me one ……….

why is that so? …….. I checked with Bank on Friday and yesterday that is there any check to my account floating waiting to be cleared ……. apparently they checked? NONE ……… so …… what say you?

I’ve ran out of energy to get violent ………… FML ………. i want my money back ……… whine like no tomorrow T^T

I WILL DO THIS IN UPPERCASE ARGH!!!!!!!

WENT WINDOW SHOPPING AND GUESS WHAT??!!! MY ZARA PANTS …….GONE!!!! G O N E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO MORE!!!!!!!!!! FML SERIOUSLY ……… WHY?!!! ALL THANKS TO SEGI ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! CANT STOP CURSING AND WHINING!!!! ALL CUZ OF YOU LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCKERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL CUX YOU REFUSE TO RETURN ME MY MONEYYYYYYYY ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I WILL NOT CALM DOWN …………. GO DIE!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

seriously ………… TWICE FOR FUCK’S SAKE I MISS TWO BELOVED ITEMS FROM ZARA AND TWICE ALL BECAUSE HUMAN REFUSE TO RETURN ME MY MONEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Got a call from SEGi like 8.49am saying she’ll bank in my money, well being like half asleep while answering the phone i wonder how i did to have enough sense to ask her what time she’ll bank in …….. “erm…. now la I’ll send dispatch” ……. in that case what more i can ask anyway? ……. so i went back to sleep and woke up with loads of question mark having relay in rounds above my head ………. why didn’t i ask in bank in as in cash or cheque ……. but anyhow when i got ready for tutorial i drop by SEGi to check with the finance lady which end up FMLLLLLLLLLLLLLL they only work half day today T^T ….. URGH …. which the solution left is to go check with CIMB ……. fine …….. what ever it is i when to check with the bank ……. end up? …….. no cash no cheque ……. so yeah most prolly fella use cheque deposit machine? …….. so there raise my question mark relay again …….. if you can produce a cheque WITHIN 2 FREAKIN DAYS WHY CANT YOU DO SO IN THE PREVIOUS ONE MONTH AND 2 WEEKS??!!! URGH so end up i have to bug them again on monday to check if its cheque or cash …. so i seriously never recieve any cash ……and cheque only can be cleared on tuesday

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FML ………. T^T

My epic with SEGi to get that piece of stinking cheque has yet to come to an end ………. FML

i got soooooooooooo fustrated waiting for their “call” and keep telling me “finance dept still processing” “by this week” “one more week” i went to confront them again today …….. with anger brewing inside ………. went to the stupid counter and that Indian lady is there with this pathetic face as i told her i wanted to check on my cheque (like she’ve never had enough of cussing from me) ……… minutes later an unfamiliar face on ANOTHER Indian lady came out from the office ….. “Ms Puspa (the INDIAN lady who handles refund cheques) is in finance department settling now” ………. right …… so i went up to FOCAD office to check on my cert …… fail

as i got down again and waited for 15 minutes or more a Malay lady and Ms Puspa finally came out from the office door and the Malay Lady told me “I’m sorry miss your cheque got problem la ….. ” …….. OMFG RIGHT NOW WHAT I NEED TO WAIT ANOTHER 3 MONTHS?! … i totally screamed into her face “FIRST YOU PPL TOLD ME PROCESS OF REFUND IS TWO WEEKS, THEN ONE AROUND ONE MONTH, THEN KEEP TELLING ME WITHIN ONE WEEK AFTER THAT …… I WOULD BE AN ULTIMATE IDIOT TO HAVE BELIEVE YOU AGAIN TELLING ME TO WAIT ANOTHER WEEK!!!!” ….. “sorry miss …. we also dont want to hold your cheque” ….. SO IS THAT MY PROBLEM AND TO JUST ACCEPT THE FACT YOU ALL ARE SO SLOW AND INEFFICIENT AND STUPID IN COMMON??!!! I DON’T FREAKING CARE I JUST WANT MY MONEY NO MATTER WHAT BY THIS FRIDAY AS PROMISED AND I DON’T CARE HOW YOU’RE GONNA COUGH OUT THAT AMOUNT WHICH I DOUBT IT IS EVEN A BIG ISSUE FOR YOU ALL ……. FOR FUCK SAKES ….. and she dare reply me “We will bank in for you in one weeks time …” CAN YOU FUCKIN UNDERSTAND …. NO MORE ONE WEEK!!!!! I’M NOT ALLOWING ANOTHER WEEK’S TIME!!!! …..OMFG …… “ok ok we will bank in this friday” …. I DONT FUCKIN CARE HOW YOU BETTER BANK IN BY FRIDAY ….. THE DEADLINE I GIVE YOU IS FRIDAY 3PM ….. I DON’T HAVE TIME TO WASTE AND YOU HAVE NO FUCKIN IDEA HOW YOU’VE WASTES HOURS OF MY LIFE TO KEEP CHASING YOU ALL AND FOLLOWING UP ON MY CHEQUE’S STATUS …….URGHHHHHHHH

don’t even try to tell me …… its only xxxx ammount …… other people xxxxx ammount didn’t get back so long oso din complain …. ITS THEIR FUCKIN BUSINESS THAT THEY ARE NOT ANXIOUS FOR THEIR MONEY ….. BUT I DO TO MINE, DESPITE ITS A SMALL AMOUNT TO YOU ….. BUT YOU STILL CANT FUCKIN REFUND ME IN ONE MONTH AND 2 WEEKS TIME ….. IF I DON’T TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO HAUNT YOU ALL FREQUENTLY ON MY CHEQUE I DOUBT I WILL EVEN GET IT BACK BY 3 MONTHS TIME ….. FML

i’m not joking here, no matter how i must get my money before you finish your work on friday, no more additional few “within one week” excuse from you all and i would be an ultimate moron to even believe you all on “within one week” for another time.

well believe it or not? i still have another rather large amount (for me?) cheque to be refunded by SEGi but I think i need a break ….. will only follow up on that 2 more month later as it involves the government dept. how nice =.= ……….. FML FML FML

ok whenever i start salvaging on oatmeal for my meals …….. you’ll know clearly whats up with me …….. yes BROKE …… or in a nice way feeling insecure over the leftover allowance till the end of the month  …… dudurududu ………..

well i spend ALOT and i really meant alot on food eating out is just so damn convenient for me despite only having dinner in a day …… or maybe random lunch when I have class ……. so basically i eat to live and also i live to eat ……. the trouble on spending alot on food as i work i tend to eat more (which is darn bad) and i just need something as a fuel supply for my brain to work T^T ……. i might get lucky as boss does buy me dinner often at work but yeah normally its still not sufficient and i’ll just go grab sub of the day for supper after work ……. dammit

so after some chaotic money matters with food ……… i turn to oatmeal as a solution …. i always tell myself “eyyyy ….. work damn hard the whole freaking day and eat oatmeal for dinner? isnt that a lil damn sad?” …….. so thats how my oatmeal plan always turns out to be random subway sandwich or popcorn from GSC ……… but yes lemme share with you on my way of curbing hunger in a healthy way

from what i’ve heard from others oatmeal can be prepared in all sorts of way ……. moonchan had hers with egg ….. according to moon CK had his damn savory ……… mummy like hers plain without sugar or with fruits ……… i like mine? with enercal or cereal (no sugar) …… i don’t have a sweet tooth not because i’m afraid of growing fat from sugar intake …….. just plainly hate sweetness but still prefers the taste of some sweetness if the food is meant to be sweet ……. just freaking cut down the sweetness …….

So my suggestion on living with oatmeal and yet getting all the nutrients is by combining enercal and oatmeal ……….
6-7 tablespoon (heaps) of oatmeal
1 scoop using the spoon thingy in the enercal container
and add hot water till the consistency of gooieness that you prefere

at times you feel too sadcase eating that way you may shake in some cereal or muesli …… or maybe if you crave for some meat just get some ham chips or fry some bacon and throw in ……… yea i’m talking bout being broke am i? well enercal might not come cheap with the market price at RM60 per tin of 900g …….. it is a nutrient drink for those who can only consume liquid diet …….. so it supplies enough nutrients for the day if you are only salvaging on oatmeal with it……. well a tin of 900g can last you around a month plus ….. if consumed in a moderate mode (koff cuz i like to nib some of the powder form when preparing oatmeal )

well it might not be an ultimate solution for people looking for cheap-to-live food and i’m not planning for a weightloss scheme here ……. but it is a way to stay on budget and not getting malnourished …… well i’m not a nutritionist but life specimen of me being so sihat over these meals …….. i’ve offered you a new selection of choice …….. thank me ok? LOL *chomps down 1/3 bar of Cote dOr dark choc with hazelnut*

damn i’m getting suicidal day after day ………… struggling to cope studies ………struggling to juggle studies time and work time AND OF CUZ DEADLINES AND MORE DEADLINES ……….. fml fml fml URGH

i seriously should control myself from whining and groaning damn loud in class …….. i can’t seems to stop whining T^T ….. where did all my semangat a year ago went??!!! *sigh* ………… after that stab of reject I seriously dont have the mood at all to continue on my research ……. dammit you’ll see ……. i’ll somehow get it done and RUB IT INTO YOU FACE!!!! dammit ….. theres no such thing as give up and regret now =.=

well on the bright side after a whole day being drifty …….. got the 3 books of a customer done and she compliment the work like crazy!!!! ahhhh the few minutes of being appreciated feels so damn good just like a therapy ……. despite being super dead tired and down all day long …….. that few minutes seems so precious ………. as for today ( i mean yesterday? theoretically) got a call from another customer showing great appreciation on what I’ve done for her again …….. ahhh so nice ….. LOL ………. addictive ……. its like having truffle feast …….. I’m so grateful that boss keep buying me dinner ……… you save a poor student’s life ……. additional karma for you

well my Sunday will be lazing around ……… it has been a really really suicidal week ……. i need a break so don’t effing bug me =.= ……… btw ….. Happy Birthday to Mummy please save me some 茶碗蒸しand 銅鑼焼きね？食べたいよ！！～

OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO

remember this post ?????

my glorious find today ………. OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO

MEIJI HOKKAIDO MILK!!!!!!!!! AT ISETAN!!!!!!
OMFG!!! i totally squealed sooooooooo loud when i saw a bunch of it SQUEALLLLLLLLLL ……….. poor or not JUST BUY ……. damn whacked one on the spot OMFG i think theres a reason for me to travel more to klcc now ……… ohohohohohohohoho ………. and now i can buy a carton easily ohohohohohoho shall buy 10 the next round LOL

すげーハッピーです！！！！！！　本当懐かしく思うですよ　。。。。。　あ～あ～あ～　明治北海道牛乳♥♥♥♥♥

Wow, today was warm up presentation day and I see my fellow coursemate in different light now. Their work rocks and I felt like some nonsense in class ……… but still in process of understanding my lecturer’s taste …… I’m not the very experimental-colourful-creative-juice-loaded student …….. very jaded by the industry …….. but it seems that lecs just love the ideas of experimental.

well the UK degree program doesnt sounded more serious as it seems in reality, and lecs are quite pushy and demanding …….. so different from what i’ve experience previously ……. but being surrounded by Graphics students and being someone from Multimedia background and very limited exposure to graphics, I am indeed struggling to catch up with what they have learned …….. guess my works are indeed faaaaaaaaaaaar from impressive after all ……… i need to study on lecs’ likings on how to tackle my assignment for a better assessment review ……… I might not be really really good at one thing but i hope my combination of skills of all sort contributes greatly on my results ………. stressful it is ………

after completing week one …….. i’m sorta struggling to cope tiredness after class and at work ………. strained brain is what i suffered everyday ……….. keep feeding myself junks as fuel ……

well ……. its only week one and a long way more to go …….. shall i work harder to stand out being impressive …….. or just blend in as a wallpaper that no one will even take a glance ……. afterall who will even notice the direct-entry-student-from-SEGi (wtf) anyway while others are from well known art colleges …… Dyちゃん元気だよ！！！！