how many family out there that have family member that loves each other, family members who can control their anger despite any situation, parents who give the right treatment to their children at the right condition, parents who understands each other, happy stress free living condition in the house, parents who are encouraging on their child’s interest, financial stress free living condition ……..

and how many younger generation out there who just wanna leave their home as fast as they can? to escape from all the family stress, unnecessary obligation and guilt….. I do

people will advice ……. think about the orphans, the ones who suffer from domestic violence, the poor ……..

i call that physical …….. do you understand mental stress?

I wish my family would be half as perfect ……… moreover ……. happy family is fact or sheer fiction? ……. sigh must be watching too much drama scenes on happy loving family eh? i miss living alone ……… as i never missed home ……… i never will miss living with my family …… never

read this post from KennySia complaining about his picture on his Japan Visa looking like funeral photo …… cut out from obituary page ….. lol

now let me show you mine ……. got it on Dec 2008 ……

so ……

i look like some random poor girl who doesnt have  money to travel to change her old IC into MyKad and somehow one day decide to travel from her village to have her IC changed as a birthday present but end up being run over by a Mercedes with her face mangled and her only picture available for newspaper article is the small little greyscaled mugshot of her old IC but some coincidence that all the scanner on earth and digital camera decide to malfunction and unable to produced a high resolution scan that are good quality enough for printing on the newspaper and as a result …… pixelated mugshot of the dead ….. FML

Japan Embassy …… you offer me an experience previewing how do i look like if i accidentally die in Japan and can only be featured in one small corner of Japanese newspaper?

so now who should be complaining ………..

don’t mind me ……. I will never ever attempt to  take picture like this anymore ….. i do realise how bad and awkward it is to camwhore  …. don’t even mention camwhoring with my face on it ……. ultimate failure beyond words ……

thats my attempt on looking chic …… with  my new pair of heels from G-market and my Extra Large denim COACH tote in yellow  …… fail ….. FML

anyway being extra serious lately on portfolio prep and stuff …… moving darn slow ….. take me 2 effing day to trace, shade, edit a simple lineart lotus ……  lacking of design endurance now ……. artwork compiling is like a total mishap …… total embarrassment i can say

felt the insecure and immaturity of my ideas ……… maybe it takes time to brew …… as I’ve only completed my multimedia design course …… time to see what i can do in graphic design …… *drills skull* …… maybe like what mr. tay use to tell me ….. “find one or two sifu’s in the industry to guide you ….. you’ll go far …. ” thanks sir for seeing the potential in me ……… but I always dissapoint myself T^T

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh out real loud ………….

got this comment today from this guy who is my friend’s friend who turns out to be ex swimming teammate of mine whom i never spoke a single word to him EVER as i can recall ( sorry for the complications ….) ….. he turns out to be one of the helper in the charity concert

fella : you know …. in my first ever swimming competition i was scolded badly by you ……

me : huh?

fella : i accidentally stepped on your hand while you are warming up for your event and you scolded “WTF!! STEP ON MY HAND!!!  I KENOT BREAK RECORD HOW??!! HOW HOW HOW??!!!”

me :  *blink eye* …..  yes ka? ….. dude i cant remember ever talking to you before ….. did i really say that?? and we are from the same club at that time but i was in the elite team ……

fella : so scared ….. i was only 13 …. and it was my first swimming meet and i got scolded badly by you ……

i never did break any record unfortunately  ……… should say i never will ……. i was 15 at that time …. and training under China coach who pushes us madly on breaking our personal best and the qualifying time of national meets ……. nothing near breaking records …….

am i really that vain biatch or just that fella adding salt and vinegar to the whole story? ……… i wonder ……….

aha ……. its 2am now and i decide to share some of my stuff hack ideas

ok stuff hack?? well means improvising or use a thing to create another …….. BAH think simple …… my brain is not at creative mode so i stole the name from Ikea Hacker …… love that blog and thanks to moonchan …….. so yeah basically i love changing stuff ….. everything out there i see the potential of changing it into the one and only in the world!!! …. so basically its common to see me staring at something plain for hours LOL …….. thats me …. also, when i look at stuff, i always have this thought of how its made and the process of making it …….. i’m that curious!!

my stuff hacking idea is majority original …… if i ever see it anywhere on tutorials i will definitely credit the originator ….. and its not my fault that ideas claimed to have been generated from my brain is already floating out there quite a while  ……. that means i’m slow ……. you can laugh at me for that *bleh*

so stuff hack for today is Wooden Earring

yes the ones u get 3/4 for RM10 …..

well when i first saw this kind of earring …….. it was when i’m in Korea in 2007 (yes a year plus ago =.=) ….. very unique and very simple bohemian BUT after a few months later …….. omfg its selling like hotcakes here ……. totally got sick of it *zzng* …….. so i got this idea few months ago on adding an extra touch to make it different …… which i never wear…… its my sis’s

materials : wooden earring as shown, spray lacquer/nail polish topcoat, acrylic paint**
tools : pencil, blardy fine nylon paint brush*, creative brain, loads of initiative and patience, a pair of not so shaky hands LOL
* nylon paint brushes are the best in creating fine lines as it doesn’t have splits, suggest to get the goldie series size number 0 and bellow (which is 00 and 000)
** normal poster colour is usable but i state acrylic cuz poster colour sux ……..

1. draw the lines where you decide to paint ……… skip this if you have confidence on going freehand
2. paint according to the lines or graphics drawn ……. leave it asode to dry after completion
3. spray/apply a layer or two of spray lacquer/nail polish topcoat on the surface of the earring after paint dries completely
4. TADAHHHHH DONE!!!!

*tips :
- do not dillute the paint too much …. paint should remain thick and tacky texture
- try using jewelry pincer to remove the metal hook of the earring for painting freedom
- you can decorate it with other materials ….. crystals ….. glitter nail polish …….. etc

well very simple huh? well everything is just up to your creativity …….. have fun earring-hacking LOL

well this is the first stuff hacking ideas shared on my blog ……. anticipates for more stuff hack MUAHAHAHA i have loads more of ideas going on in my good ol’ brain LOL ………. oh yea sneak peek of totally lyndy design project 002

ohhh …..  doodlessssssss ………　ガゼット　。。。

till next entry!~　はい！ バイバイ♥

*** …. re-edited the post ….. suffered from midnight bimbo attack i guess? …. everything is just so wrong T^T lol

just god damn love this phrase LOL …….. considering that its me who invented it and yes I’ve been driving lots of ppl nuts with my I’m-busy-being-lazy mode wtf ………. too bad so sad I deserve to be lazy without your consent ….. so yeah trademark of totallylyndy.com ……. Busy Being Lazy (WWW patent no.120934)  …… so don’t steal

bahhh really busy being lazy lately …… many things happened for the past 6 days ……. granduncle passed away …….. got irritated by DELL idiots again …… shopped on Gmarket again …… near completing totally lyndy design project 002 …… drank near 3 bottles of Sauvignon Blanc in one night …….. chomping down Cote D’or hazelnut dark choc like nobody’s business …… finish watching Zeni Geba *disturbed* …… enjoyed latest season of CSI epi17 and CSI NY epi 17 ……. in process of designing my portfolio …… suffered severe headache for a few days ……. suffer from I-have-no-idea what kind of allergy attacking my face causing it to become patchy red and ITCH like hell ….. also causing the eczema patches on both arm to spread …. FUCKER MU DECIDE TO LOSE TO LIVERPOOL 1-4 ….. curse like no tomorrow ….. wtf ….. mood going rowdy just like this

this is Malaysia …….thats Ceruk Tok Kun to the exact ….. scarry huh?

well nothing worthwhile deserve to be written an entry lately ……. just don’t have the inspiration …… maybe its all used up pouring into my portfolio? …… I need triple lecithin supplements …… brain is not working as fast as usual and I’m facing memory backlogging failures *GASP* ……. GYAHHH I don’t wanna be stupid T^T *eats more rice* …… what helps on inspiration? chocolates? ….. I swear its IKEA’s meatball =.= ….. damn swear it is the secret recipe of my inspiration

well what keeps me going on lately? …. none other than creamy heavily buttered egg mayo and meiji’s plain cream cracker ……. OHH not to forget some thai horror movies from Asian-Horror-Movies.com ….. help yourself out there

sneak peek of Totally Lyndy Design Project la 001
proudly present this …..

turning into ….. this

anticipates further till I finish 002 and take studio product pics later …………… meatteu ballsssssssss

Dinner tonight was abit violent …….. terrorism going on LOL ……. it make me deleted my half written entry just now and changed to this new article~

ok ….. if I’m around at home ….. the fridge never runs out of coke light and yes I’m a coke addict (not cocaine mind you) so while having dinner just now theres 3 cans of coke light left in the fridge and tonz of pa’s canned herbal tea thingy …. so yeah I had a can and a while later mum decide to brain-freeze herself with ice cold coke too as she proceed to take the can of coke next to the one I took few minutes ago ….. suddenly it went ……. KABOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH …….. wtf ……… it really sounds like a mini explosion zzng …… right, the can of coke exploded the moment mum’s hand touches the can …. really wtf and it really looks like a crime scene with blood splatters all over the kitchen even the wall and kitchen cabinet ….. and this is how the faulty can of coke looks like

some faulty coke can that explode huh? take note at the bulge on the bottom and the top of the can

its …. frozen wtf ……. all the others are not frozen seriously and yeah we tasted the left over ….. its gas free WTF horrible taste …… wonder what really cause this can to be faulty, I mean if its shaken vigorously why is it only affects one can where we bought it together in a dozen? …. coca-cola company …. take note …..welll mum’s index finger swelling and numb now cuz of the impact of the ‘explosion’ ….. we end up cleaning our heads off coke splatters all over the kitchen ….*sigh* but I need to stock up more coke …. running out of stock in the fridge ….. zzng addicted

oh one last thing …….. I’m having problem using my domain with wifi ….. no idea why and it only works connecting the cable direct modem-pc (router-pc is hopeless too) …… so since family is sharing the wifi and I can only detach the cable and use it past midnight ….. oh yeah midnight is my wonderland and i have everything to my own ….. which explains why I’ve been sleeping 4-5am and wakes up past 12pm ….

ps: OHH ….. totally lyndy design project 001 …. A SUCCESS … proceeding on to 002 and improvising on 001 abit till I take product pictures of it soon

After my old faithful ASUS laptop decide to die on me during major project period, I’ve decided to get macbook BUT …. BUT …. I still need a pc anyway I cant work without pc despite the beauty of macbook therefore with the rush of I-need-a-notebook feat I ended up with DELL Latitude D630 something more powerful than normal home use laptop la …….. can’t afford to stare at my work hanging ……….. Precision too ex ….. Latitude it is …… so reichan (my laptop’s name *koff) is officially mine on 10th May 2008 …….. later on joined Kaichan which is moonchan’s Latitude

so anyway there has been a huge problem when I’m in SS2 ….. powercut is so often that I have to fit in the battery pack to avoid losing my work without notice despite knowing that fitting battery pack while using adapter does shortens the lifespan of the battery but it only lasted a while …… lately …. like a few months back the battery working duration seems to drop drastically like less than 30 minutes and its flat OMFG and recent encounter …. fully charged battery only lasted less than 5 minutes ……. *heart attack*…… so there goes my patience on the battery and I decided to email (cuz i hate phonecalls) DELL technical service for enquiries regarding the warranty of the battery (which is 1 yr)

bla bla bla fill in service tag number battery key yadda yadda *sent* and email 1 received

Good Afternoon Lay Huey,

Thank you for contacting Dell Email Technical Support.

I am very sorry to inform you that your battery is already out of warranty. Battery warranty is valid for one year starting from the date of purchase, should you still interested in purchasing the battery you can give our spare parts sales team a call at 1800 88 0525 #73935 or 1800 39 47413, you can even drop an email to Parts_Sales_AD_Dell@Dell.com. Thank you and have a nice day.

Best Regards,

Ferdiansyah Mulyadi
Technical Support Specialist

*note the bold green text i highlighted*

since stated my laptop is bought since 10th May 2008? so 1yr warranty is till 10th May 2009 ……. common sense huh? so what date is yesterday? 4th March 2009 …… dude wake up la ….. ok I replied to remind him/her my laptop purchase date ………. and I got email reply no.2

Hi Lay Huey,

Your battery is already Age ~ 1 Yrs -or- 12.4 Mths -or- 376 Days old

Battery warranty is starting from a battery manufacturing date, your battery was manufactured in 23 February 2008 (The previous statement was wrong, warranty start from manufacturing date and not date of purchase). Battery warranty is not tied to service tag warranty as well, they both have their own expiry lifetime. Thank you and have a nice day.

WTF ….. my dear didn’t I just mention my purchase date is 10th May 2008 ……. does that even make sense that I’m buying a laptop from DELL that the warranty of the parts starts months before I get the laptop? 何これ　ほんとう野郎 *smackhead* ARGH give up shoot reply back and called DELL service centre  and solved everything in less than 15 minutes …. thumbs up for the lady officer which i forgot your name ごめん～DELL is sending me a new batt ……. checked my inbox? no reply from that idiot =.=

after like 40 minutes (unlike the previous reply is within 5 minutes) email no.3 came in

Hi Lay Huey,

Did this battery come along with the system you purchased?, or you bought this battery separately?. Thanks.

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF HARLO WHICH PART OF ME STATING THAT MY LAPTOP PURCHASE DATE YOU DONT FUCKIN UNDERSTAND ??!! IF I BUY BATTERY PACK FROM DELL AND PURCHASE DATE U MISTOOK IT FOR EXTRA BATTERY PURCHASE DATE ALSO ITS NOT ONE YEAR YET KAN??!!! 10th MAY LA MAYYYYYYYYYY NOT MARCHHHHHHHHH WTF SERIOUSLY ….. and dammit since mentioned warranty starts on manufacturing date DEN U MANUFACTURE THE BATTERY INFRONT OF ME LIKE COOKING TEPPANYAKI LA ….. ZZNG

*breath* anyway …… got my new battery today …… KUDOS for DELL ….  which is sapposingly one on one exchange BUT dispatch fella wasn’t instructed to get it back from me so  …..  ignore ….. well that’s the rollercoaster ride I had with DELL service centre …… the difference?? CALL & EMAIL …….. you choose

after 2 days of intense backstage controlling and preparing the kids from top to toe ready for the show …….. it was an excellent experience for me ……. despite those kids with their running-around and screaming that totally drive me nuts and all hell broke loose when the little April shower babies crying looking for mama T^T

3 consecutive days of screaming ” GIRLS!! QUIET PLEASE!!” “GO BACK TO YOUR ROOM!!!” “GET READY!!!!” and tonz more of pre-recorded phrases to keep the backstage organized and running smoothly for the show …….. I’m surprised ….. my voice is still intact ……… was so engrossed to the backstage job I did not eat or drink the whole day ….. not even a single toilet session …… god bless me

the show was awesome…….. despite me only watching from the side behind the curtains/slits …… well done Ms Grace, Ms NeeNee, Kah Yee, Tiffany, Jolyn and the rest of the girls ….. for the advance girls ……. hope we can meet and dance together once again in a concert just like this all the best

Angelique the pretty sweetheart on my right　with other lil swans


cute little Gwen in her Happy Working Song costume


the Candyman(s) !!!! cutest costume ever

well concert aftermath ….. I went to studio to pass the costumes that is stored in my car and joined the Modern Jazz class after that …. some work out there LOL ….. AFTER THAT …. dragged to join Advance Ballet class …… dude I swear to god I’ve not danced or even practice ballet for YEARS ….. my initial WATCH class turns out to be JOINING the class …… BRAVO ….. 4 hours of class and my legs are wobbly and I’m panting like no tomorrow …… as for now? my body is not aching as I expect it would but my poor thighs …… I’m walking like Gollum now T^T