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	<title>Totally the DY ....::.... Busy Being Lazy</title>
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		<title>Sel Otak &#8230;. GORENG!!!</title>
		<link>http://totallylyndy.com/blog/?p=574</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 28 Aug 2010 19:50:11 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>theDy</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I think I&#8217;ve just had my brain cells FRIED watching 8 parts of this particular hideous inquest that happen to be stumbled upon during wee hours &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;. OMAIGAAAAAAA

i think i watch too much crime and investigation drama and documentaries &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; well maybe its a skill for being able to beat around the bush repetitively to [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I think I&#8217;ve just had my brain cells FRIED watching 8 parts of this particular hideous inquest that happen to be stumbled upon during wee hours &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;. OMAIGAAAAAAA<br />
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i think i watch too much crime and investigation drama and documentaries &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; well maybe its a skill for being able to beat around the bush repetitively to drive one nuts during a hearing<br />
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now i can fully understand the joke of how hell is full of lawyers &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;. the epitome of manipulation &#8230;&#8230;.. when a dog is said to be a cat &#8230;&#8230;. its a cat &#8230;&#8230;. omfg<br />
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now for some refreshment videos that doesnt require brain processing &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;. </p>
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		<title>Semi-Retired</title>
		<link>http://totallylyndy.com/blog/?p=572</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 27 Aug 2010 16:10:51 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>theDy</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[A day starting with brunch at 11am and ended reaching home at 11pm &#8230;.. despite getting stuck in crazy KL/PJ jam the whole freaking day &#8230;&#8230; i&#8217;ve concluded i&#8217;m a semi-retired shopaholic   
bye bye pixie boots i love you forever and see you next life &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;. *pulls a dramatic sad face*
is it because [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>A day starting with brunch at 11am and ended reaching home at 11pm &#8230;.. despite getting stuck in crazy KL/PJ jam the whole freaking day &#8230;&#8230; i&#8217;ve concluded i&#8217;m a semi-retired shopaholic <img src='http://totallylyndy.com/blog/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_sad.gif' alt=':(' class='wp-smiley' />  </p>
<p>bye bye pixie boots i love you forever and see you next life &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;. *pulls a dramatic sad face*</p>
<p>is it because this season of sales sucks or i&#8217;ve changed???? </p>
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		<title>내Type</title>
		<link>http://totallylyndy.com/blog/?p=567</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 22 Aug 2010 19:04:48 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>theDy</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[specific characteristics of types that will just make me take a glance &#8230;&#8230;

Type A
- pin stripe shirt with folded sleeves up to the elbow (yes very specific MUST be pinstripe MUST be folded MUST be up to about the elbow)
- shirt and pants to be slightly loose fitted (not nicely fitted which somehow will end [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>specific characteristics of types that will just make me take a glance &#8230;&#8230;<br />
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<b><u>Type A</u></b><br />
- pin stripe shirt with folded sleeves up to the elbow (yes very specific MUST be pinstripe MUST be folded MUST be up to about the elbow)<br />
- shirt and pants to be slightly loose fitted (not nicely fitted which somehow will end up being tight)<br />
- a hint of absolutely non-nose-twitching/non-over-flaring-ego manly perfume (i&#8217;m a total sucker for a decent manly perfume &#8230;..SERIOUSLY)<br />
- a silver hugeass wristwatch will be an advantage<br />
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<b><u>Type B</u></b><br />
- plain coloured polo with just that tiny little logo on the left <br />
- classic or fashionable loafers<br />
- classic dockers style bermuda shorts without the 2 extra huge pocket<br />
- repeat the perfume and watch thingy above<br />
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<b><u>Type C</u></b><br />
- T-shirt with sensible prints or statement (oh for god&#8217;s sake no tight fitting shirt please) <br />
- sneakers &#8230;&#8230;. ohh those limited ones<br />
-jeans &#8230;.. NO SKINNIES omfg<br />
- repeat the perfume and watch thingy above<br />
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well after all the stated traits are just mere fashion sense attributes for 내 Type &#8230;&#8230;. looks, aura, physique, personality, sense of humour, manners, etiquette &#8230;&#8230; is just never ending<br />
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Its about only the best, than with a half-bucket for the rest of your life &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;. that&#8217;s what you deserve solitary is not the end of the world mates &#8230;&#8230;. <img src='http://totallylyndy.com/blog/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /><br />
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ahh &#8230;&#8230; after a long usual chaotic mia-ness a random part-of-self evaluation entry is self fulfilling !!  I SHIOK!!!!</p>
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		<title>NOTICE</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 15 Aug 2010 12:05:04 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>theDy</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Dear Whoever-that-happen-to-stumble-upon-this-entry,
It is an honour that this blog is ever stumbled upon &#8230;&#8230;..
I shall keep this straight forward as can be &#8230;&#8230;
Please donate some Ritter Sport bar (not the small ones) &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; pleaseeeeeeee
required varieties as below :
- BUTTER BISCUITS!!!!! (extremely needed)
- Cornflakes 
- Dark chocolate with whole hazelnuts 
Your kindness will be much appreciated upon [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Dear Whoever-that-happen-to-stumble-upon-this-entry,</p>
<p>It is an honour that this blog is ever stumbled upon &#8230;&#8230;..<br />
I shall keep this straight forward as can be &#8230;&#8230;</p>
<p>Please donate some Ritter Sport bar (not the small ones) &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; pleaseeeeeeee<br />
required varieties as below :<br />
- BUTTER BISCUITS!!!!! (extremely needed)<br />
- Cornflakes <br />
- Dark chocolate with whole hazelnuts </p>
<p>Your kindness will be much appreciated upon saving the brain of this one person who wrote this entry &#8230;&#8230;</p>
<p>Sincerely,<br />
The Dy that has gone insane whacking a bar of butter biscuit ritter sport after a long no-chocolate diet &#8230;&#8230;</p>
<p>donation in variable amounts is welcome &#8230;&#8230;. preferably in crates <img src='http://totallylyndy.com/blog/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  *erhem*</p>
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		<title>嫌命长 。。。。</title>
		<link>http://totallylyndy.com/blog/?p=563</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 07 Aug 2010 20:35:14 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>theDy</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[food and more food]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[not really sure what i&#8217;m really up to but everything seems cool throughout the no-update period &#8230;.. pinching myself to complete some projects &#8230;&#8230;. Y3 starting soon in about a month time X_X &#8230;.. uwahhhhhhh

OHHHH currently on a trying-to-get-rich scheme &#8230;&#8230; legal and killing 2 birds with one stone &#8230;&#8230;. you know im a materialistic [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>not really sure what i&#8217;m really up to but everything seems cool throughout the no-update period &#8230;.. pinching myself to complete some projects &#8230;&#8230;. Y3 starting soon in about a month time X_X &#8230;.. uwahhhhhhh<br />
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OHHHH currently on a trying-to-get-rich scheme &#8230;&#8230; legal and killing 2 birds with one stone &#8230;&#8230;. you know im a materialistic asshole and i think i will die miserably if i dont have spare cash for Hokkaido &#8230;&#8230; very much assuming i&#8217;m extending stay in tokyo for 2 days OH KOFF &#8230;..<br />
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I somehow succeed following the scheme as planned ritually for about a month now and i see success <img src='http://totallylyndy.com/blog/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif' alt=':D' class='wp-smiley' />  &#8230;&#8230;.. a relief and it doesn&#8217;t feel that bad afterall &#8230;&#8230; and not like i&#8217;m starving myself  &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; cutting down on trips to malls especially 1U that draws me to delicious without fail &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; carrot sliceeeeee &#8230;.. red velvetttttttt  &#8230;&#8230; it wouldn&#8217;t kill having one each once i have my allowance right? *UHUK*<br />
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the main subject of the scheme &#8230;&#8230;.. i proudly present &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..<br />
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<img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4139/4868989937_99f83d6ef4.jpg"><br />
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a hearty spam sandwich with leaves and holland smoke cheese for dinner after skipping meals beforehand (not exactly a breakkie or brunch person) &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; i just cant get bored of ciabatta sandwiches with spam, honey baked ham or spiced chicken ham with smoked holland cheese (thanks moon ah yi for importing this <img src='http://totallylyndy.com/blog/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif' alt=':D' class='wp-smiley' />  and thanks moonchan for sharing a big chunk) or laughing cow cheese spread whenever the luxurious smoked cheese runs out &#8230;.. hey save money ok (apparently?) &#8230;&#8230;.. well occasionally some harrods jam with lurpak spreadable ahhhhhh nomnomnom &#8230;&#8230;. getting high on harrods raspberry and strawberry jam &#8230;&#8230;. wonder if there&#8217;s any less sweet ones? &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; need to make a trip down to KLCC to get a jar for mum the strawberry jam lover and pack 2 loaves of ciabatta <img src='http://totallylyndy.com/blog/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif' alt=':D' class='wp-smiley' /><br />
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despite the relatively costly sandwich ingredients &#8230;&#8230;. the get-rich scheme actually works out &#8230;&#8230;.. spend less on food and maybe its because I&#8217;ve been keeping my hands tied and eyes blindfolded from the sales bait &#8230;&#8230;.. i am &#8230;.. *koff* not that impulsive afterall &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; BUT!!!!!! &#8230;&#8230;. it actually fails on killing the second bird &#8212;- weight watching &#8230;&#8230;.. fails miserably &#8230;&#8230;. don&#8217;t blame the spam =.=<br />
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the feeling of accomplishment is undeniably awesome &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.. I will keep this scheme going &#8230;&#8230;. i have 2-3 more projects needing funds from this get-rich scheme &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; why am i making this sounds like some white collar scam?<br />
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well occasionally i can snack on this <img src='http://totallylyndy.com/blog/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif' alt=':D' class='wp-smiley' />  &#8230;.. or maybe make boss to buy me some huhu &#8230;..<br />
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<img src = "http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4073/4868989999_b76524b469.jpg"></p>
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		<title>URGH &#8230;.. I Did It Again &#8230;.</title>
		<link>http://totallylyndy.com/blog/?p=560</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 29 Jul 2010 22:12:57 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>theDy</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[ripofffffffff &#8230;&#8230;.. not

anyway WTF am i doing since its 6.06am now and i dont have to be at work till like 2pm &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; i have no freaking idea &#8230;.. wait i think i know why &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; long long time ago  last night &#8230;.

so basically i plug on my earphone and played the documentary from [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>ripofffffffff &#8230;&#8230;.. not<br />
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anyway WTF am i doing since its 6.06am now and i dont have to be at work till like 2pm &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; i have no freaking idea &#8230;.. wait i think i know why &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; <s>long long time ago </s> last night &#8230;.<br />
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so basically i plug on my earphone and played the documentary from BBC History Cold Case on Mummified Child &#8230;&#8230; well attempting to listen to the documentary while multitasking on other stuff i actually fell asleep &#8230;&#8230; yes with the video still running and earphone still plugged to my ear &#8230;&#8230; i woke up 5 hours later where the video would&#8217;ve run for 5 rounds &#8230;&#8230;.. and yes i woke up in shock<br />
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basically &#8230;.. you do absorb what the video is playing and its sort of transcript into your version of visual in your dream &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; I EXPERIENCED IT! with bits and pieces of scene just like the documentary &#8230;.. but not exactly following a storyline since theres no storyline for the documentary as well &#8230;&#8230; stuff like mummified corpse of children with their blood vessels heart some organs still visible &#8230;&#8230;. and alot of skull &#8230;&#8230;.. and a disturbing diary about how these kids being hunted murdered and mummified for fresh anatomy experience &#8230;&#8230; holly &#8230;.. cow<br />
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tried this before with some csi episode &#8230;.. which i end up rewatching the ep the day after and randomly remembering scenes of it when i didnt even really watch it and am asleep when i click play &#8230;&#8230;<br />
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you can try it one day &#8230;&#8230;.. go for some murder-horror-bloody-chainsaw-face mask-butcher knife-machete-smoky eye-more knife-screaming kind of movie if you are hardcore horror fan just like me <img src='http://totallylyndy.com/blog/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif' alt=':D' class='wp-smiley' />  *starts up chainsaw*<br />
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now i still cant go back to sleep &#8230;&#8230; huahhhhhhhhh &#8230;&#8230; fml</p>
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		<title>A Week</title>
		<link>http://totallylyndy.com/blog/?p=558</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 25 Jul 2010 17:30:22 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>theDy</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[a summary for this week is a split second of peace and havoc the rest of it &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;. holidays half gone &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.. i should really pinch myself and plan out the remaining holidays fully utilised &#8230;&#8230;.

i smell failure =.=
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>a summary for this week is a split second of peace and havoc the rest of it &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;. holidays half gone &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.. i should really pinch myself and plan out the remaining holidays fully utilised &#8230;&#8230;.<br />
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i smell failure =.=</p>
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		<title>Noise Pollution</title>
		<link>http://totallylyndy.com/blog/?p=555</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 17 Jul 2010 08:55:07 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>theDy</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[i cant help it &#8230;&#8230; its seriously making me pulling my hair &#8230;&#8230; ARGHHH
the day start off with a stupid couple screaming on the top of their lungs and arguing/throwing stuff HOLLY SHIFFER &#8230;.. ITS A MUDDA EFFING APARTMENT OK NOT YOUR PRIVATE PROPERTY &#8230;&#8230;. GOD &#8230;&#8230;.. apart from being a light sleeper and i [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>i cant help it &#8230;&#8230; its seriously making me pulling my hair &#8230;&#8230; ARGHHH</p>
<p>the day start off with a stupid couple screaming on the top of their lungs and arguing/throwing stuff HOLLY SHIFFER &#8230;.. ITS A MUDDA EFFING APARTMENT OK NOT YOUR PRIVATE PROPERTY &#8230;&#8230;. GOD &#8230;&#8230;.. apart from being a light sleeper and i sleep like sometime past 5am few hours before the fuckin noise pollution &#8230;&#8230;.. i think the argument came from a few floors below &#8230;&#8230;. total drama &#8220;this is my house knfakjsnvjkavbjk&#8221; &#8220;you dont do anything dbfBFBFIlefiluhdjkasbl&#8221; &#8230;&#8230;.. trying not to register what ever they are arguing about but shit is fuckin loud and screechy  the screams &#8230;.. totally fml</p>
<p>now planting my ass in my work place i&#8217;m totally speechless by my saturday now &#8230;&#8230; THERES A FUCKIN ANIME FAIR DOWNSTAIRS WITH CRAPLOADS OF COSPLAYERS AND FUCKIN VISUAL KEI WANNABE BAND SCREAMING LIKE NO TOMORROW WITH STUPID TCM BLASTING THEIR SOUND SYSTEM ON MAXIMUM &#8230;&#8230;. i swear to god a sniper would be in good use for a moment like this  &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.. for 3 straight hours screaming NONSTOP &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; nothing near Gazette i swear </p>
<p>getting extremely agitated now &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;. totally not kidding</p>
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		<title>OMFGx1000n</title>
		<link>http://totallylyndy.com/blog/?p=551</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 15 Jul 2010 09:50:01 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>theDy</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[kick me KICK MEEEEEEEEE
 


i&#8217;ve greedily plan starting with a dlux model the next investment shall be this sexy X1 &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;. i bet by then you&#8217;ll have a sexier successor

i do deserve a punch in the face ehehehe
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>kick me KICK MEEEEEEEEE<br />
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<img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4120/4796063378_a1f13a5cc8.jpg" alt="" /><br />
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i&#8217;ve greedily plan starting with a dlux model the next investment shall be this sexy X1 &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;. i bet by then you&#8217;ll have a sexier successor<br />
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i do deserve a punch in the face ehehehe</p>
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		<title>To Think Back &#8230;..</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 14 Jul 2010 20:37:41 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>theDy</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[losing momentum in work and i start doubting and googling nonsense &#8230;&#8230; digging about the past &#8230;.. past that those poor souls i spent it together with trying to erase &#8230;&#8230;

the past has been a hell of a dare devil joy ride &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; filled with ignorance and naive-ness &#8230;&#8230; i dare say i&#8217;m not regretting [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>losing momentum in work and i start doubting and googling nonsense &#8230;&#8230; digging about the past &#8230;.. past that those poor souls i spent it together with trying to erase &#8230;&#8230;<br />
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the past has been a hell of a dare devil joy ride &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; filled with ignorance and naive-ness &#8230;&#8230; i dare say i&#8217;m not regretting it &#8230;&#8230;.. the consequences of being really broke, at one point hiding like a fugitive and ended trying hard to live like normal beings &#8230;&#8230;.. i really don&#8217;t understand how i can afford to scramble around creating trouble for the good and the bad &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; young and hot blooded i guess?? ho ho ho<br />
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life isn&#8217;t normal for me back then &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; it&#8217;s about taking risk and gambling with luck &#8230;&#8230; i call myself the unlucky one as i guess anything involving me would end up failing ugly &#8230;&#8230;. i would just think luck is just not flowing my way &#8230;&#8230;. i still believe in luck but i choose to believe luck is for others &#8230;.. not me &#8230;.. whenever i felt being lucky? well thats a bonus i guess?<br />
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messing around creating trouble (the bad way) back then has been a memory that will never fail to generate the mixed feeling of &#8220;what if&#8221;, sigh and anger &#8230;&#8230;.. but now i never fail to smile at it &#8230;.. reminiscing how i actually behave back then &#8230;.. Some told me to forgive and forget &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; is forgive and forget the best solution? forgiving and forgetting is 2 different task that just wont sync for me &#8230;&#8230;.. i forgive but i never forget &#8230;&#8230;&#8230; i forget but not necessarily i&#8217;ve forgiven &#8230;&#8230; a wound will heal eventually into a scar &#8230;&#8230; with the amount of care and treatment to the scar, a scar never fade away but instead being concealed tricking the eyes of others<br />
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I&#8217;ve grown out of it 85% atleast &#8230;&#8230; i am adapting well to be abnormally normal  (what irony ohohoho) i can&#8217;t be truthful to swear i&#8217;ve forgotten OR forgiven &#8230;&#8230;. it&#8217;s not something bad to actually look back at the past &#8230;&#8230; as long as you&#8217;ve move out of it and with something great to look forward to<br />
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feminist anyone? mehhhhh creh meh meh mehhhhn &#8230;&#8230;.. gawd moonchan or shuchan please kick me or glue my fingers together before i get overly addicted on mehhhhhh-ing any further >.<&#8221;</p>
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