I think I’ve just had my brain cells FRIED watching 8 parts of this particular hideous inquest that happen to be stumbled upon during wee hours …………. OMAIGAAAAAAA

i think i watch too much crime and investigation drama and documentaries ……… well maybe its a skill for being able to beat around the bush repetitively to drive one nuts during a hearing

now i can fully understand the joke of how hell is full of lawyers ………. the epitome of manipulation …….. when a dog is said to be a cat ……. its a cat ……. omfg

now for some refreshment videos that doesnt require brain processing ……….

A day starting with brunch at 11am and ended reaching home at 11pm ….. despite getting stuck in crazy KL/PJ jam the whole freaking day …… i’ve concluded i’m a semi-retired shopaholic

bye bye pixie boots i love you forever and see you next life …………. *pulls a dramatic sad face*

is it because this season of sales sucks or i’ve changed????

Dear Whoever-that-happen-to-stumble-upon-this-entry,

It is an honour that this blog is ever stumbled upon ……..
I shall keep this straight forward as can be ……

Please donate some Ritter Sport bar (not the small ones) ……… pleaseeeeeeee
required varieties as below :
- BUTTER BISCUITS!!!!! (extremely needed)
- Cornflakes
- Dark chocolate with whole hazelnuts

Your kindness will be much appreciated upon saving the brain of this one person who wrote this entry ……

Sincerely,
The Dy that has gone insane whacking a bar of butter biscuit ritter sport after a long no-chocolate diet ……

donation in variable amounts is welcome ……. preferably in crates *erhem*

not really sure what i’m really up to but everything seems cool throughout the no-update period ….. pinching myself to complete some projects ……. Y3 starting soon in about a month time X_X ….. uwahhhhhhh

OHHHH currently on a trying-to-get-rich scheme …… legal and killing 2 birds with one stone ……. you know im a materialistic asshole and i think i will die miserably if i dont have spare cash for Hokkaido …… very much assuming i’m extending stay in tokyo for 2 days OH KOFF …..

I somehow succeed following the scheme as planned ritually for about a month now and i see success …….. a relief and it doesn’t feel that bad afterall …… and not like i’m starving myself ……… cutting down on trips to malls especially 1U that draws me to delicious without fail ……… carrot sliceeeeee ….. red velvetttttttt …… it wouldn’t kill having one each once i have my allowance right? *UHUK*

the main subject of the scheme …….. i proudly present ………..



a hearty spam sandwich with leaves and holland smoke cheese for dinner after skipping meals beforehand (not exactly a breakkie or brunch person) ……… i just cant get bored of ciabatta sandwiches with spam, honey baked ham or spiced chicken ham with smoked holland cheese (thanks moon ah yi for importing this and thanks moonchan for sharing a big chunk) or laughing cow cheese spread whenever the luxurious smoked cheese runs out ….. hey save money ok (apparently?) …….. well occasionally some harrods jam with lurpak spreadable ahhhhhh nomnomnom ……. getting high on harrods raspberry and strawberry jam ……. wonder if there’s any less sweet ones? ……… need to make a trip down to KLCC to get a jar for mum the strawberry jam lover and pack 2 loaves of ciabatta

despite the relatively costly sandwich ingredients ……. the get-rich scheme actually works out …….. spend less on food and maybe its because I’ve been keeping my hands tied and eyes blindfolded from the sales bait …….. i am ….. *koff* not that impulsive afterall ……… BUT!!!!!! ……. it actually fails on killing the second bird —- weight watching …….. fails miserably ……. don’t blame the spam =.=

the feeling of accomplishment is undeniably awesome ……….. I will keep this scheme going ……. i have 2-3 more projects needing funds from this get-rich scheme ……… why am i making this sounds like some white collar scam?

well occasionally i can snack on this ….. or maybe make boss to buy me some huhu …..

ripofffffffff …….. not

anyway WTF am i doing since its 6.06am now and i dont have to be at work till like 2pm ……… i have no freaking idea ….. wait i think i know why ……… long long time ago last night ….

so basically i plug on my earphone and played the documentary from BBC History Cold Case on Mummified Child …… well attempting to listen to the documentary while multitasking on other stuff i actually fell asleep …… yes with the video still running and earphone still plugged to my ear …… i woke up 5 hours later where the video would’ve run for 5 rounds …….. and yes i woke up in shock

basically ….. you do absorb what the video is playing and its sort of transcript into your version of visual in your dream ……… I EXPERIENCED IT! with bits and pieces of scene just like the documentary ….. but not exactly following a storyline since theres no storyline for the documentary as well …… stuff like mummified corpse of children with their blood vessels heart some organs still visible ……. and alot of skull …….. and a disturbing diary about how these kids being hunted murdered and mummified for fresh anatomy experience …… holly ….. cow

tried this before with some csi episode ….. which i end up rewatching the ep the day after and randomly remembering scenes of it when i didnt even really watch it and am asleep when i click play ……

you can try it one day …….. go for some murder-horror-bloody-chainsaw-face mask-butcher knife-machete-smoky eye-more knife-screaming kind of movie if you are hardcore horror fan just like me *starts up chainsaw*

now i still cant go back to sleep …… huahhhhhhhhh …… fml

a summary for this week is a split second of peace and havoc the rest of it ………. holidays half gone ……….. i should really pinch myself and plan out the remaining holidays fully utilised …….

i smell failure =.=

i cant help it …… its seriously making me pulling my hair …… ARGHHH

the day start off with a stupid couple screaming on the top of their lungs and arguing/throwing stuff HOLLY SHIFFER ….. ITS A MUDDA EFFING APARTMENT OK NOT YOUR PRIVATE PROPERTY ……. GOD …….. apart from being a light sleeper and i sleep like sometime past 5am few hours before the fuckin noise pollution …….. i think the argument came from a few floors below ……. total drama “this is my house knfakjsnvjkavbjk” “you dont do anything dbfBFBFIlefiluhdjkasbl” …….. trying not to register what ever they are arguing about but shit is fuckin loud and screechy the screams ….. totally fml

now planting my ass in my work place i’m totally speechless by my saturday now …… THERES A FUCKIN ANIME FAIR DOWNSTAIRS WITH CRAPLOADS OF COSPLAYERS AND FUCKIN VISUAL KEI WANNABE BAND SCREAMING LIKE NO TOMORROW WITH STUPID TCM BLASTING THEIR SOUND SYSTEM ON MAXIMUM ……. i swear to god a sniper would be in good use for a moment like this ……….. for 3 straight hours screaming NONSTOP ……… nothing near Gazette i swear

getting extremely agitated now ………. totally not kidding

losing momentum in work and i start doubting and googling nonsense …… digging about the past ….. past that those poor souls i spent it together with trying to erase ……

the past has been a hell of a dare devil joy ride ……… filled with ignorance and naive-ness …… i dare say i’m not regretting it …….. the consequences of being really broke, at one point hiding like a fugitive and ended trying hard to live like normal beings …….. i really don’t understand how i can afford to scramble around creating trouble for the good and the bad ……… young and hot blooded i guess?? ho ho ho

life isn’t normal for me back then ……… it’s about taking risk and gambling with luck …… i call myself the unlucky one as i guess anything involving me would end up failing ugly ……. i would just think luck is just not flowing my way ……. i still believe in luck but i choose to believe luck is for others ….. not me ….. whenever i felt being lucky? well thats a bonus i guess?

messing around creating trouble (the bad way) back then has been a memory that will never fail to generate the mixed feeling of “what if”, sigh and anger …….. but now i never fail to smile at it ….. reminiscing how i actually behave back then ….. Some told me to forgive and forget ……… is forgive and forget the best solution? forgiving and forgetting is 2 different task that just wont sync for me …….. i forgive but i never forget ……… i forget but not necessarily i’ve forgiven …… a wound will heal eventually into a scar …… with the amount of care and treatment to the scar, a scar never fade away but instead being concealed tricking the eyes of others

I’ve grown out of it 85% atleast …… i am adapting well to be abnormally normal (what irony ohohoho) i can’t be truthful to swear i’ve forgotten OR forgiven ……. it’s not something bad to actually look back at the past …… as long as you’ve move out of it and with something great to look forward to

sux ….. it has been a week plus till my break back home is ending in 3 days time =.= …. refuse to think about monday …….

well was digging for some recycle-able materials for inventory and i found this …….

!!!!!! one of those stuff that I will treasure till the day i die (please include these whenever i’m cremated) ……. ahhhh memories ……. these are part of the letters from my dearest friend from Vancouver …… long story dated back to the SS days ….. how we find writing and sending each other letters and parcel is much more fun than just email, msn chatting, texting and phonecalls …..

Sally is really a darling and on one of my birthday she actually sent this huge box full of tiny origami lucky tortoise ……. have a look



It has been a looooooong while we haven’t been writing to each other …… life just got soooo busy beyond words after entering college and uni …… and i’ve yet to fly over to pay her a visit in vancouver too ….. my bad

It made me think and look back how we use to share with each other our life and things we like in words and little little suprises …….. the letters just made me smile all the way reading it one by one page by page (we use to write like basically everyday and send in bulk LOL) …… love those days feel so young ohohoho

Well i think our relationship is beyond any regular penpals ….. I really would love to keep this ritual going on despite all the social networks technology (i still refuse to create a facebook acc) ….. writting letters is really the awesomest way to convey your message !!!

I promise to write to you again dearest Sally, I really do miss you loads!!!! …….. hope post Malaysia dont screw up my mail again =.= ……. they do screw up and lost my mail LOADS of time dammit …..

I don’t think having a penpal and sending each other tiny suprises is something outdated or for the past ….. you just gotta love the feeling of receiving letters and parcel

its a family tradition that we support team brazil ….. dad use to tell stories about how he broke his leg in a football match after i’m born and how he would wake up in the middle of the night feeding me and watch the world cup while mum snores away ……. I started watching football since i don’t know when ……… ok i think was since eric cantona played for MU and i start watching world cup CRAZILY was 94 world cup ….. suffer like mad …… those were the days without astro and time difference is crazy


while watching the match had this conversation with dad about football ……… I use to enjoy watching team brazil playing football ….. its entertainment on the field …… the teamwork, the state of the art passing and dribbling is simply magic lol ……. but football today? it has lost the gist of the pride they play for their country ……….. everything is so commercial now …… sad …….my personal observation ……. i don’t really see strong teamwork in football nowadays …….. its all about outshining each other to increase personal transfer fee value

What game is the FAIREST game ever? ….. none ….. referee and lines man has been screwing up games in world cup/football today more than anything else ….. look at lampard’s goal …….. argentina’s mudda effin obvious offside …….. fabiano’s handball ……. even today the match between netherlands and brazil …… 3 asian officer for a latin and european match??? you kidding me? the frequent whistle ….. its freaking annoying ……. Bommel should’ve gotten like 2-3 red cards with his dirty fouls ….. and refree dude you actually pull out the redcard BY MISTAKE when you intend to give yellow card and you actually KEEP THE RED CARD??!!!! you sure you fifa certified?

well brazil got kicked out in the quarters by the holland potatoes today *sad* …… it was a sloppy 2nd half after a mistake after another brazil totally lost their concentration everything was rubbish …….

strongly believes that the kit they’re wearing plays a big role on their winning luck …….. the seleção in their blue kit today? *shrugs* bad omen ………. erhem partly got this hypothesis from Manchester United cuz whenever they wears their away kit? (especially the black one) their winning statistic? 10/100 HAH ……..

ok bad headache …… and heartache T.T …….. i predict Germany taking the cup … end of discussion