For Once ….

I’m actually sitting here doing nothing and get really annoyed by Chinese New Year song performance downstairs …… argh!!

can’t wait for Pho Hoa dinner later with moonchan ……… i went yesterday ……. and its my first time and I’m brave to order a LARGE bowl ….. bravo dy brave ……… but i love it alot and finished the whole freaking bowl!!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE AND I’M GOING AGAIN LATER …… ohohohohoho

I think i should start scheduling my 2 weeks intensively …… hrmmm ….. my so call break ….. pfft

When CNY Meets Valentines

its DOUBLE the joy!!! apparently? …..

the past 2 weeks is just busy beyond words ……. not gonna talk about it

anyway …… going back during the weekend and kickstart my Project 4 production phase!!! *claps*claps* …… materials costing me a bomb i do hope i don’t screw up badly as i have limited scraps T^T ……. so …… CNY around the corner you’re saying? not for me T^T …. shall just quarantine myself and finish up project 4 …….. save some annual CNY dishes by grandma for me please? screw diet at this point

Feb 14 marks the anniversary of totallylyndy.com …….. i’ve yet to transfer the fund for renewal T^T will do …… soon ……. before feb 14th ……… and voila this year will a special one as CNY and Valentines falls on the same date ….. double prosperity? …… a dilema for new  couples i guess? …… bet their blogpost or diary will be ” we celebrated the first valentines ….. NOT TOGETHER” …… LOL …… dude think the bright side ….. stay at home for CNY you get ang paos and eat nice food ………. FREE FOOD OK …… video call your other half ….. tempt him/her with how many ang paos you’ve collected LOL ………. ok should stop here before i see a rotten egg flying towards me ……..

tuesday was supposedly the presentation that I’ve been whining nonstop about ….. turn out well …. and its not as formal as i thought and its a total waste of my worries …… fml …… but everyone say hi to Laura, Cheng Yee and Xiang Her please? be nice ……

should’ve saved the one with Muja (with hairband) going nuts in the background ……

so one day shy the official start of my 2 weeks break of NO WORK and NO CLASS ……. i got my first ang pao for the year of Tiger!!! ROARRR …. from boss …… and is a big fat packet ^^ ….. other than money in a red packet ….. i also get a CUPIDO for Valentines ^^ awwwww…… it has a pair wings ……. say hi~~~

its not the same one that i posted a few entries ago …….. this is actually a couple-couple dooodolls where they are launching Cupido’s other half Cupipi ….. I took one half …. the dude ….. and the dudette goes to Ms Boss …… awww so cuddly ….. thanks both bosses !!!! ……….. but at times i still hate the workloads =.= ……..
so a big fat ang pao as a kickstart of the tiger year ….. i hope this year will be roaring with might and confidence!! …….. a lil meow should be sufficient for the moment??? hehe *cuddles cupido*

Good = Bad

just got myself another reference book ……. if cny is not around the corner i would’ve just sapu the direct marketing one …… awesome reference ……. ang pau money maybe?

outdated design books might not seems as bad as it sound …….. keep ideas fresh coming but get inspired by the past …….. i normally will look for outdated design reference book and 90% packaging book ^^ ……… old and useful and CHEAP ……. i think i’ll go back for the other 2 more books T^T irrisistable ……….

have decided on a project 4 concept …… its about turning my bad habits into good use!! ……… lets anticipate for the end results ……. alot of material sourcing to do …… very worried about the finishing effect wonder if i can make it in time T^T cny lo cny ……. sigh ………

alot of packaging styles to experiment …… alot of print sketch to prepare ………. why la why must a random dissertation evaluation assignment be the the freaking extra unwanted burden? atleast 2 weeks of break for our minds to focus fully on project 4 CAN?!!!! mudda effer ……. and worst still I’m a effin group leader ……. fml ……..

according to feng shui prediction (I ran out of reading materials) ……. its an inauspicious year for the tigers …….. i should just stop whining and sighing about life before i jeorpadize mine to a disastrous one ….. 2009 is bullshit enough

Pain In The Ass

handed up my essay and i thought there would be atleast a day break ………. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ………. next assignment started and due 2nd Feb and I’m only back in KL on 1st Feb close to midnight T^T ohhhhh fuck my life seriously ……. firefly you better not delay or cancel flight…….. i’ll scream my heads off

I NEED A BREAK LA WEH  BREAKKKKK T^T fml

………. =.=

Time To Be Materialistic

just spotted 3 awesome O.P.I nail colour …….. the purple rage is 2 for 96 as the the red one is 56 per bottle T^T …….. i think i’ll end up getting all 3 …… fml no.1

what shall i buy for boss and ms boss’s birthday present? ….. human stop having birthday ont he same day T^T ….. fml no.2

eyed a Marc by Marc Mabel tote ….. shall i get it now or save till birthday? …. birthday la T^T …… fml no.3

everyone that had my lectuer on cameras know i’m pro-canon …….. but this instance? I’m eye-ing for a leica ….. indecisive on which model ……. each and everyone looks nice RM3000 and above T^T ….. fml no.4

….. working on a customers book and HECK!! family trip to London and they went for a premier league match ……. they Arsenal fan *ptui* …….. my ultimate goal? to ship my family of 4 red devils for a match in Old Trafford …… the day will come ……… hell knows how much that will cost …… fml T^T no.5

everyone deserve to be materialistic …….. dream on dy ……. lets slashing your to buy list ok? *scribble additional stuff on the list*

*Yawns*

i’m sick of seeing the name John and Berger ……… *pukes*

very much everything of contextualizing GD makes me wanna throw up this instance …….. and for once? i actually felt happy about handing in my essay and not giving a shit on expecting what i will score ……… go die

so it has been a REALLY excited week …….. end of project 3 (YAY!) …….. chop off some hair (YAY!) ……. and here comes the best part …… the return of DRAMASSSSSSSSSSSSSS ……….. muahahah after 2 long effing week of break from CSI, CSI NY and Criminal Minds ……. best of all LEVERAGE!!!! omfg all having a comeback at the same time!!! totally drowned myself  with em …….. can’t wait for upcoming eps

well One OK Rock  kanzen kankaku dreamer’s full PV is out! check it out yourself …….. and give me 10 good reasons why you think they are not cool ……

i wish this is mine ………

Tears Of Joy

omfg seriously …….. tears of JOY JOY JOY!!!!! *wipes tears*

finally found The Underneath’s album ( i typed bum …. wtf) and listened to it like a few times now …….. *wipe tears again* ……….. IT’S DAMN GOOD ……. *wipe tears* …….. now where on freakin earth can i get their hard copy hrmmmm ……

now ……. i can’t wait for One Ok Rock’s single release date ……..3rd and WHEEEE going home on 6th

yet to hand in essay and i’m already having a very infectious CNY mode ……… or i can call it – break deprivation?  and i meant BREAK as in i don’t have to go class and don’t have to work ………. but i still have to buck up on project 4 T^T ………. fml to the max indeed

From Now On …. I shall Call Myself

Master of skipping class *zeng*zeng* ……….

i couldn’t help it i such a anti morning person …… everything goes wrong in the morning ……. fuckin headache attack again as i woke up at 8 to go class and stoned there for the headache and nausea to go away for about 20 minutes and the ceiling is still spinning ……… fml

so i sat there for a while ….. where all i heard was a bunch of annoying clink clank clonk of neighbours moving their pots and pans cooking breakfast, slamming of doors, and  how everyone opens and closes their units gate like they’re incredible hulk ……. doesn’t help much for my head …….

i sat there stoned for an hour to the exact and shit i really can’t make it to class ……. fml to the max ……..

so i thought i’m just having a severe sleep depireviation problem? i think i’ve had enough of sleep for the past 2-3 days no? i felt that i’m sleeping to much!!!!

is it because of essay? ……… i blame you essay …….. you sabotage me  ………. you mudda effer ……….

Chop Rambut

so this haircut has been a long awaited one …… i tend to say  i need hair cut after christmas, after new year, after this after that ………. and finally i went today …… yesterday? today? ok yesterday its past 12 =.= ……….. I’ve never tried chopping my hair in KL before as i always carry the excuse of penang-is-cheaper and only chop em in Penang ……. no regular salon that i use to go but i think the most visits is Baptain ……… every single cut is just same old style …… i always say i want to keep the length and give me something new ……… still the same old hairstyle ……… no way i’m going back to short hair as i’ve had enough of them during highschool …… worst nightmare i tell you

so basically i never did any research on any salon to go etc and i somehow got attracted this particular shop in bangsar called Replacement Boutique x Salon ……. was diggin for clothes there once ……. love their edgy style ……. and since it had a salon ….. will just give it a shot ….. see how i dont stick to a single stylist? …… so anyway went there yesterday and my intention to make an appointment for coming week became an impromptu cut straight away …….. brave giler

my instruction sounded simple ……… keep the length, chop off the brittle ends, nothing sweet n go a head and do whatever you want …….. is it a tough assignment for the stylist? i’ve no idea as i glued my eyes to the reading materials on the table ….. forgot my nds ….. so i despises stylist comment alot about your hair condition your scalp condition how you must use this and that ……. shut it ……..  so i carry this strong don’t-try-to-sell-me stuff and don’t-nonsense-short-talk-with-me aura as i go to salon …….. good enough for this haircut session as the only question asked was ….. what course do you do in college and can i cut this part short LOL …….

i gave the stylist the green light to chop some part real short ….. the outcome? i love it …….. really something i never had before! shall go back for colouring ……….. no vain pics don’t worry

but dug out some from kamechan (SH-01 phone)

a delectable by Su’s cupcake …… sweetness is not my thing but love the cake …… thanks boss

was a little celebrative after project 3 presentation and went out for a good meal!!

my insanity after a haircut …… and ordered 1 carton to be brought home for cny
cny and milk ….. 関係ないんだよ　。。。。

Freezing My Ass Off

project 3 has officially ended and it is indeed a great relief for us GD Yr2-lings i bet? but i be eveyone is straining their brain for Mr Arhur’s essay …… hrmmm me too ….. i’ll write about the presentation on the next post as this i quite a random one ………

I’m now pluggin on my ipod and squint at the MacBook’s screen, felt a lil more refresh after a luxurious 12 hours sleep ……… well not 12 straight as i still automatically wake up at 7am ARGH …….. and a few more jostle as i dreamt that i’m late on handing in assignment O.O ……..

well sleep has always been a luxury for me …….. during my schooling days ……. i don’t have much sleep time as i always have to wake up 4am plus to go training then to school den to training again then to tuition till 10pm …… got home rush on homework and study a lil till 1-2pm and sleep thats the everyday cycle except sunday …….. so how did i mange to survive these years with only 2-3 hours sleep daily? ……. i normally sleep in class …… the classic scene would be english & math class i will sleep my way through the whole 2 period (35 mins per class i guess? cant really remember) and my nose is like a loose tap where water will drip from one nostril !!!! hell i know where the water come from!!??? maybe from all those training hours i had in the pool T^T well ……  a few catnaps here and there during math, english & history lessons …… i guess it added up to 2 hours? not bad i does help me freshen up a lil in the morning …….

well it looks like my schooling days there isn’t any time left for activities and i can still manage to squeeze in ballet lesson of 2 times a week of 2 hours each class …… i’ll anyhow find time for that as i love ballet so much and i survived with it for 13 yrs before bidding goodbye to ballet lessons …… and i use to have piano lessons as well (hate em) …… i skip hanging out with friends and team mates ALL THE TIME *sad* so not social ……

I’m not an excellent student …… as of time constrain i learn to play around cheating with time given especially for my homework …. my math homework? copied all the way *thanks classmates* …….. as for language, history and moral studies half cheating …… i gues the only 2 subjects i’m interested is Science and Geography …….. don’t even bother asking me about my tuition homework …… *shakes head*

even for college days i would fill up my free time with freelance jobs and personal projects …….. sleep time never increase where it somehow caused my body’s biological clock to go a lil haywired and sometimes i will not even sleep for days

creds: wikipedia

ok, so you see …… i would work work work during the a.m and sleep during the p.m WTH IS WRONG WITH ME!!! …… it’s so not healthy i know that but i can’t help it but the only time i concentrate and full speed working is when everyone is sleeping ……. i bet if i live in the west it would most prolly work the same …….. and it’s not because i need silence as i would play video clip or turn on the tv just for the noise (music somehow doesn’t work) as of now, i am trying to re-align my body’s biological clock to a more “normal” mode but somewhat fail ….. so wadeva …… still attempting

I bet because of my sleeping time weirdness, it somehow developed a really bad headache that affects me since young and it gets very bad till painkillers doesn’t help and i would choose to just wham my head against the wall  *sadistic i know* nothing helps …… the only advise is sleep more ……. wtf ….. but during my training days, during training sessions it does help reduce the pain ……. sleep & excercise which do i have the time for?

checking through the net for the effects of sleep deprivation i scored with flying colours,

- aching muscles (no ……. i will blame this on my sitting posture )
- dizzyness and nausea (yes …. sometimes)
- dry mouth ( yes ….. i don’t drink water and i believe this contributes much too )
- hallucinations (NO ….. i would love to hallucinate i’m in hawaii)
- hand tremors (yes …. lately it got worse)
- Headaches (yes x10000)
- high blood pressure (no ….. but genetically i will still get em)
- increased risk for diabetes (hrmmm i dunno? i hated and avoid sweet food all the time)
- irratability (yes ….. little problems irritates me easily)
- memory lapses or loss (yes ….. omfg)
- nystagmus (no …. i guess?)
- weight gain or loss (yes …. gain lor ….. i wish i could switch to loss)
- slowed word recall ( yes ….. all the time and stutter)
- temper & tantrums (yes ….. but i somehow learned to control it alot)

see how bad it is? and as for melatonin probs …… i bet thats why i’m so short stuck at 5′3 (ok my mum and dad is short too ….. denial) conclusion? try living a healthier life …….. not *sigh* =.=

ok relating back to the topic …… TCM offers free airconditioning today as i’m freezing my ass off!!!! damn cold!! and its hot sunny day outside lor!!!!